What to do with the future is more important than a past you can't change.
Yessiree. This is from an anime show. Is the show deep or good? Nah, it's pretty dumb. Started super angsty and post-apocalyptic which was cool, and then devolved into this stupid comedic love affair drama-esque think.
But deep, cause it's so true. And I'm so guilty of obsessing over a past where I get trapped.
So I bought a tank on this past Monday or Tuesday. Why? Cause I couldn't justify driving home to get a shirt so that I could get a shot cause I was wearing a button up with no undershirt, and didn't want to stand there shirtless for my flu shot. Reality check. I've found several holes in shirts. And I have 3 pairs of jeans. One has a small hole right in the crotch area, and it's only getting bigger. Not to be vulgar or anything mind you. And it's in a position where I don't think you can really see it if I'm walking around, but regardless.
This whole no buying clothes thing might end up falling apart towards the end of the year. Maybe I'll wear the holes in my shirts with pride as a true hipster. Dunno. I mean I already failed by buying a tank. Meh. Oh... I forgot that I got a pair of shoes too... whoops. Then again I can get by without buying any clothes so maybe I'll continue to hold to it as best as I can. Gives me something to focus on while I live my life.
Today, I'm mixing up my music. Been listening too much rap lately. So amazingly good... but lots of curse words and I can feel it infecting my thought process. So today I went the opposite and listened to the soundtrack of 궁S. Lol. Lots of good instrumentals. Made me want to watch some cheesy dumb drama that's cute... Last time I did that was I think first year of college? Sigh... so old.
The past couple days have been full of deep thoughts. Or I think they are deep, but are they really? Probably not. Some are stupidly depressive thoughts, and some are more legitimate. But this super cheery music and beautiful weather is always good for being uplifted and looking at things with a healthier frame of thought.
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