Food

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Dang. Could you do this? I honestly don't think I could.

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challenge do this. I will.

Last night, I ate at a nice restaurant. Pretty fancy. And I liked it, until a bunch of old blood rich Richmonders came in. And I was turned off. -_- They all act the same. They all look at those with different clothes or minorities with a o.O, sigh. They honestly ruined a good experience. The fish was incredible. The vegetables just steamed, so meh. But the fish, I was genuinely impressed with. Guys sea salt makes a difference, get it. I know I plan to. Now my surroundings? Take your pompous, I'm somewhat racist, but can't admit it cause I know it's socially wrong attitude out of my face. Haha. Over reacting? Why yes I am. I know I am. But did some of those people give my family weird looks? Yup. Did I want to get in a fight? Possibly... but of course that's not socially acceptable. :P But I liked the food still, so people aside yumz. My brother was funny tho. He looked at the price, and immediately said I don't want to eat here. Good kid.

Then fast forward to where I'm babysitting my cousin in nova. Sigh so much driving this month. And she took the bows out of her hair and asked me to put them back in. Good thing she's 3. Cause I had no idea how to do it, and gave her the perfect split in the middle, aka looked sort of ridiculous.

Now let's fast forward to the future. Cause in my world, we can do that. How many more people will I hurt before I die? Probably too many to count. So am I afraid? Yes. I'm afraid of myself. And there's a basic fear inside of me of others as well. I'm pretty sure we all have that tho to some extent. People are pretty scary guys and yet so necessary and wonderful in life.

I... have too many things flying through my head. I wish they would all disappear. But then... I'd be a vegetable. What confuses me the most? probably myself. Sigh.