Sunset

Once again, I'm exhausted. But some things that I forgot to mention.

Sunsets are beautiful. Incredibly beautiful.

And these pictures don't even do it justice. Although the top one is pretty. My deep thought from this moment... was about perspective. From down here clouds look like they are just a big canopy from up above... you see dimensions. You see layers. You see something you didn't see before. Sorta like how we don't see every aspect of our life. But ya, mindbogglingly beautiful. I was thanking God as I watched these things.

One thing I forgot to mention was I was walking with my step-dad and brother. And we stopped by this bird exhibit on the last day of our trip to Key West. Inside an elderly man who owned the exhibit motioned for us to watch this presentation, basically like old school Planet Earth with scuba diving only... it mentioned God. :) It talked about how God created everything and mentioned quotes from Psalms. There was a couple other people in there who left when the narrator started quoting the Bible... but I smiled. I wanted to thank the old man, but I couldn't find him and we had to move on to find my mom. But that... was a beautiful moment. If only things like that happened more often.

Also over Key West, I started reading Pride and Prejudice. 40-ish pages in... and I like it. What the heck is wrong with me? Haha.

Publix Mother's Day Commercial
To add insult to injury I found the above link in an old blogpost from someone I follow. I'm catching up on all my blog reading slowly... and I teared up some towards the end of the vid. Clearly... I'm becoming a sob or something. Sigh... what if I re-read Jane Eyre, and I actually like it? o.O

Haha. Home's been nice, but time to go back and move into my sublet tomorrow. But I'll be back in rva friday or sat, go figure, to babysit again. My life is rapidly changing... and it's weird. I calculated all my finances, and unless they offer me more than I expect (doubtful) gonna be in for a tight time. Home=getting fat, being alone=losing it, so I guess that's a good balance.

Once again random things... but these are things that are important. On a side note... I wasted all day watching youtube videos on photography... hopefully I learned something. And I watched the Hobbit (do you underline or italicize movies?). And it was really good actually. I liked it. haters gonna hate.

I think... I go through periods, where I intensely wrestle with certain emotions... I can't tell if I'm overcoming through God or ignoring them by focusing on God. Or maybe they are intertwined, but instead of ignoring they are falling short of the glory of God? Or maybe... I'm learning to turn my longings to God ever so slowly? Or maybe... I'm just becoming womanlike and on a period or something haha. (No offense to women.) I shall hopefully sleep soon. If you're bored watch DigitalRevTV for tips on photography, and pretty funny humor mixed it. But... better is to read the Bible. Lolz.