Not literally, but basically.
I stepped down from positions earlier this semester, and I was thinking that okay... I'll ease my way back into serving I guess in the more formal roles besides just trying to talk to people, which I've also slowly been working my way out of my shell.
Today I woke up, with several emails. Phili is no longer happening because of lack of communication on their part, but also because GCF decided to pull the plug. So have to email and apologize to them. Now I'm going to Little Lights again, and dunno if I'm going to be the leader, but I'm trying to at least take care of logistics, and probably need to email VTech among other things. The pres (GCF) emailed me about potential sports events with other Christian fellowships on grounds as a way of getting to know them... so now something else to work on.
Honestly... this isn't that much, but it's just tiring. I'm frustrated because I've got so many other things flooding my mind these days, where exercising and even homework have become my ways of not thinking about them, and then I read some google reader.
God Don't Do Nike, and Neither Do We
Serve with joy.
Taking a break doesn't... mean I'll serve with joy. Already I've failed. What I have to do is lift this up to God as well. I have to make God more again. Driving home that message man... but I'm humbled. I still have another post for today, but crazy how God speaks to me through morning devo, and then by reading and not paying attention in class haha. STAT 2120... is boring and so far I'm still good on knowing the stuff already so not too worried.
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