I've started to drive long distance limiting the amount of music I play. Gives me more time to think without other sounds interfering. It's different. Also, some guy almost hit me today, by changing lanes without looking... sigh. But I moved out of the way. Maybe I don't want to die at all...
Segue into reading Radical today. Today I read a couple chapters of Radical, and lo and behold, one of them was about our depravity. Haha. Been hearing this/reading about this/seeing it a lot lately. good though. He reiterates challenges and reminders about commitments I made at Urbana, and I still have only partially done. But he also talks about death. And letting Christ be everything. Not our shame, not our fear, but Christ be everything. And logically it makes sense. I've spent a lot of time these past years pretending, I think it's time to be what I claim to be, a Christian. But then one thing I need to really figure out is still grace. But I think also joy. I was driving and one thought came into my mind, I'm not very happy these days. For good reason mind you, but one day will I able to be like okay younger happier side of me let's rejoin hands, or will that side of me wasted away and died? Or maybe that's the wrong image and the fact that I'm treating it like two people is wrong and weird... haha.
Also already rejected from one job... aww ya. But today will be a day of keeping myself busy hopefully.
Random pics time. Side note, I've been using Picasa and trying to experiment with raw images, but it's making them weird. If anyone has free solutions please let me know, if not that's okay. I will just shoot in jpeg until I get better and when I can afford better software or something. Also... I can't transfer pics from the DSLR to my comp :(. I'm going to try something later today, but sadness... haha.
Another pic from Colorado, I like it.
The building we slept in.
Attempt to capture snow in a pic.... so hard.
While waiting for all of our technical difficulties on the first night.
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