Snow

Today it's snowing in VA and other areas around the east coast, and when I saw it... I was reminded about the beauty of God and His creation.

Yes, I am a terrible person.  But, it has never been nor will ever be about me.  It's about the one who was crucified.  Who understands us and cares for us.  It's not about me.  Instead I strive for Him, and He reached out to me in the first place.

So flows my emotions up and down, but down can only last so long before they go up.  Even if this shall be a rocky semester, I shall do what I have to.  And all the while, learn what it means to cling ever more.

Thank you for the snow that just reminded me of beauty.  (not you the reader, but God lol.)

I would have taken a picture with my camera but the battery is still dead.  Need a charger.

Also, I watched a brief clip about raising children from Gospel Coalition.  One guy talked about how great his wife was.  Honestly, I hope that one day I can do that.  Talk about my wife.  Be humble and serve her, and enjoy it.  Love my kids so much.  Of course there is the arguing the disciplining, and many other aspects, but in the end... it would be beautiful.  But before I can ever even approach that I need to solidify my identity in Christ.  I need to continue to fight to prevent those potential people from becoming idols.  I need a job... lol.  But this is a lot of potentials... who knows I might end up single for the rest of my life in charge of an orphanage, but that would be nice too.  Or I might just end up single in the middle of no where, which would suck... but humbling.  All I need is Christ.  Scary words to utter, but true.